my world is controlled by money, stress, worries and sadness. don't you want to be in my world? it is awesome!

I think my family is AWESOME. I sincerely do! :-)

edited: added link to the Teochew cooking blog

so today i was browsing around for malaysian recipes and i came across to this teochew person blog and oh boy, should i say that her cookings remind me of my mom's food.

my plan is to go to the asian grocery store and stock up all my salted fish and those incredibly pungent malaysian ingredients that i have been dying to eat for a long time. hehe. yeah i love stinky food. don't judge me. i am going to have a BIG STINKY MALAYSIAN FOOD FEAST!!!! hehehe

will anyone of you or your friends be interested in buying handmade jewelleries? i have been looking into making extra $$$ and since i love all those knick knacks, i think it is an awesome idea to sell jewelleries online. yeah, it may sound stupid but an idea is an idea. hehe don't even get me started on that stripper position that i would like to apply. i wish i have big breasts that all men are drooling for. that would be a lot easier money, don't ya think?

hehe, alright, enough of my blabbling.

all of the sudden, there's so much going on.

dear all, please pray for dan and i. we received a letter yesterday from the army. they are going to deploy 130 soldiers from dan's battalion. i really really really hope that he is going to stay here safely with me. i called my dad last night after tossing and turning in bed asking him to pray for dan and i. dad's worried too.

let's hope that everything is going to be just fine.

other than that, i still suck at living my life.