I thought of you today..

The day didn't start out right.  I must admit that I was mad as I was walking into the office.  I still had that yesterday thought in my head.  "How dare he, how dare he to bark at me in an email and CC it to our boss?"  My co-worker, F, is doing his thing again.  I know it is obvious that he is insecure, but why would a person living in this world go all his way to intentionally make other people look and feel bad about themselves? 

This is not the first time..

There are so many things I want to share with you.  I know that if you were here today, you would tell me, "诗,做人不要踩不死蚂蚁"  You are constantly on my mind.. I kept talking back to people, I kept trying to stand up for myself.  But eventually, the "weak" me comes and I just stopped putting in effort.  It kills me.  I know that I am treated this way today (or I FEEL that I am being treated this way) is all because of ME.  I let them do this to me because I never push back. 

I need strength..
I need you..

"I pray you'll be our eyes
And watch us where we go
And help us to be wise
In times when we don't know

Let this be our prayer
When we lose our way
Lead us to a place
Guide us with your grace
To a place where we'll be safe

I pray we'll find your light
And holds it in our hearts
When stars go out each night
Remind us where you are

Let this be our prayer
When shadows fill our day
Lead us to a place
Guide us with your grace
Give us faith so we'll be safe"

Look who's back?

I will be back... shortly

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I miss writing. I miss voicing my opinion.. I miss being respected as a human being. I miss you...